
He took advantage of my naivety, and I hated him.
Gosh! I couldn’t face him. I couldn’t believe that the same person causing me great pain was living and doing so well.
Each time I saw the wicked smile on his face, it irritated me.
I wished his prayers were never answered because sincerely, I didn’t think he deserved anything good. No! not after he had caused me so much pain. But guess what? The young man was doing fine, at least from what I observed, he was looking fresher and happier but on my own end, I was getting bitter and really hurting.
I allowed a demon into my inner space and it was sapping every strength, joy and peace in my heart. Not to mention that my pain was also intensified and that's what happens when we let the enemy- Bitterness build a tent in our hearts and live there.
It is easier to say 'Don't get bitter after a hurting experience' but I know it much harder to get the abuser off your head or even in your heart. The scene keeps replaying over and over in your mind, and sometimes you can't help but resent the person that caused you the pain.
But why hold on to the sharp edge of the sword? It will open up the wounds and eat you deep and it may never affect the person that caused the pain.
Take away the bitterness and #GuardYourInnerPeace so that you can regain wholeness. It is not easy to do that but you can open your heart and trust God through the healing process.
He will guide you through the process of forgiving, letting go and gaining a new peace and joy, which are essential for healing and being #Restored. That is how I could forgive that guy, one of the steps I took for my healing and restoration.
My desire for you is that you will be truly healed and #Restored
#GuardYourInnerPeace
#Restored
#BreakingTheCodeOfSilence
#IStandWithTheWholeTeenager
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